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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

We were supposed to take the test last Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. But because we need to train for the EDDIS, we were excused(not exempted) from taking the test. I could be taking that for granted, as a blessing, but it's the other way around. There were times when I wished that I was sitting with my classmates and taking the tests, with blood rushing through my nose. And there were also times where I thank God for letting me sit in the library, comfortable. But it's all the same. Both would cause me excruciating headaches and creases on the forehead. You might think editorial cartooning is way easier than writing news, features and editorials. But wrong. Super wrong. My brain cells are tormented every time I think of an idea that would convey the topic I was assigned to. And what's not good, is that instead of improving, it's like I am declining. Slowly. Maybe I am being too pessimistic but if you were in my situation. You would think every line you draw and every face you sketch would have something to be criticized about. Out of the five drawings I made, only one is approved to be very good. But "but's" won't be out of the picture. Our adviser said that all the writers are improving a lot. They have developed their skills. I was pressured to do better but I don't know what's my problem. Hindi ako siguro ganoon kagaling mag-isip. When I looked at the editorial cartoons of Rene A. Aranda, I was really awed by his creativity. Everything is simple. When you look at the picture kita mo na agad yung meaning. And that factor is what my drawings lack. Some of it. Hay. I really need all the luck I could get from the world. Kung meron lang sa Divisoria..bumili na sana ako..

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Have you ever came accross with people who are very mapilit? Or those types who want what they want. Gusto sila masusunod? Nakakaasar diba? If you're telling me, these people are spoiled bratts, llok again. I think they are worst. Mas nakakairita. Mas nakakaasar. Mas nakakapangitngit ng ngipin. Grr as in super grr talaga. I met someone like that and I was really pissed off. I won't mention the name for that person's sake. Whenever that person suggests something or opens an idea, gusto niya masusunod and if not? God bless you. That person will be looking daggers at you. Umilag ka na. When she asks a question and hindi mo sinagot she will ask again until you answer. Leche talaga kapag ganon. Asaaar! Siya ang pinakastubborn sa lahat ng stubborn! Argh! Ewan. Nagtitimpi na lang ang bunganga ko whenever that person shows that kind of attitude. Baka magcause pa ako ng WWIII. May mga nagsabi na ring ganun siya. Napapansin nila. But what we can do? Isugod siya sa psychologist? Sama ko no? Eh asar eh! Pero someone got the guts from the heavens para makipagtalo sa kanya. She will really answer back ang kokontrahin niya. Irapan silang dalawa. Electricity would be hovering above their heads. What really surprises me is nagbago na ung girl na yun. She's a friend of mine actually. Before, if there were arguements, tameme lang siya. She would even be the peacemaker. Pero ngayon, grabe. She really changed. Dala siguro ng resectioning. Nahalo na kasi kaming mga cream section. But she still has her goody-girl side. Hindi naman siya super warfreak. Mas mataray pa nga ako sa kanya kung tutuuisin pero kalog na talaga pagkataray niya. And nakakatuwa lalo na nung kinwento ko sa isa pang friend. He said, "Sira talaga yun." Which is true naman. She has been a sanely crazy person. Magulo ba? As for the other one, let lightning strike.

roshner@3:44 AM
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